“There’s madness in my city, “ wrote my son Indiana in an email three days ago, as he followed the incredible news detailing the occupation of Wall Street and the recent eviction at Zuccotti Park. The Occupy Wall Street campaign is very far from him and Indy has followed the story from the other side of the globe, India. The movement has inspired him, and he is itching to join. “Mind reeling, heavy with thought, ideas, criticisms, declarations… a manifesto. “
Concerning these 99 Percenters… I’ve been reading more and more over the past few days, and grow increasingly upset over the fact that I’m missing all of this. Bah. I’m there in spirit. I’ve got my will and freedom songs ready, come December. Indiana, Nepal via email.
Keeping him up to date is his girlfriend Ina. She has been part of the demonstrations, as have many of his friends. By Indy’s account, the personal stories they send him are all things beautiful, hilarious, inspiring and seriously frightening.
Let me tell u… Saturday I go to Times Sq to show my support, and its packed the fuck out, just like New Years It’s a mix of crusty squatter protestors from the financial district, people in suits, graduation gowns, tourists….. And the cops… and they are rolling deep, and pretty damn pissed off… But not as pissed off as ‘us’ WE THE PEOPLE, the 99%. We chant, “Whose Streets? Our Streets!!!” Eventually we drop the Whose Streets and the mob chants louder and louder OUR STREETS OUR STREETS OUR STREETS. The sidewalks are getting crowded the barricades start to get knocked over, it’s getting serious, 15 cops and horses gallop up, towering over the protestors tearing down the barricades. Somebody grabs a cops’ hat and the police charge tearing their own barricade down, the protestors surge. I sit on top of the pedestrian traffic light in disbelief with a peace sign up. WIsh u were here bruther. Preston, NYC via email.
Dissent is strong in this generation, as is sacrifice and commitment, and a willingness to uphold everyone’s rights, even as you lose your own. So it’s not surprising that I find myself sitting in a stuffy courtroom where the wheels of justice move as slow as molasses.
Ina has been arrested.
1:50:02 AM Received on Nov 18, 2011 Mom did Ina come to dad’s birthday today? I haven’t heard from her, and neither have her sisters. Indy, New Delhi via Text
The plan: Occupy Wall Street protesters attempt to shut down the New York Stock Exchange as part of a series of actions to mark the movement’s 2 month anniversary. A “People’s Bell” would ring out instead and would kick off a series of actions culminating in a rally in Foley Square and a march over the Brooklyn Bridge. There were 252 people arrested, Ina among them. Defiant, rebellious, daring — petite, gentle Ina.
Resisting arrest. Disorderly conduct.
1:18:41 PM Received on Nov 18, 2011 Madness. Absolute madness. It’s nearly midnight here. My mind is stuck.
I have been in the courtroom for hours, since it opened at 9:00AM, waiting. Time moves slowly. Drags. People come and go, a few protesters are led in, they plea and move on, high fives and fist pumps. They are old hands at this.
Received on Nov 18, 2011 This fucking sucks. I just want to complain, but it’ll do no justice. Have they said anything about her cell, or conditions? I’m sure she was locked up in a group pen? Camaraderie, safety, etc? Do ya know? Are all protesters getting processed, or are they random cases? Man… Was she mistreated? Did they sing and carry on in jail?
The whole day has passed, and we’re now in Night Court. Homeless people appear before the judge, drug dealers, a thief. It’s hard to hear, depressing. Then, without fanfare, amid the din of nonsensical conversations, shuffled paper, a ringing phone, Ina is led thru a door in the back of the courtroom, cuffed. She has been in custody for 33 hours and hesitates when she enters, getting her bearings.
Sent on Nov 18, 2011 (Mom via Text) I don’t think she will be protesting too much after this experience.”
Received on Nov 18, 2011 Oh please, you think any of you can stop her? We talked about the stock exchange before she left, and I didn’t think it was a good idea… She wouldn’t even listen to me on this issue, and I’m the voice of reason. She may not be allowed from the house for a while, but protesting she will do.
She looks small, our Ina. Lost.
Eyes scanning the room, she startles when she sees me. Emotions fly thru her features. Shock. Surprise. Embarrassment. Uncertainty. The officers are kind, they lead her out to the audience area, and there’s a hush, now, a quiet. And Ina cries without making a sound. I whisper that she needs to be strong. Her family is here. She needs to be strong for them, for they are falling to pieces.
Be strong.
6:46:03 PM Sent on Nov 18, 2011 Ina is out
7:19:53 PM Received on Nov 18, 2011 Phone died. I dozed off. Did she cry? Was she proud? Or regretful, or both?
Be proud.
But still, she cries. On hard unforgiving benches, her family also weeps, hiding behind their hands. Silently. It is hard to understand how we got to this moment. It is hard to watch. People lower their heads, and avert their eyes. Her sisters speak in hushed, clipped sentences to the devastated parents, and raise their hands high when the lawyer mentions that Ina has strong family ties. A loving family.
And it’s over. It is past 7:30pm. The day is done.
10:21:19 PM Received on Nov 18, 2011 She loves you mom. She’s very sad. Very very. I don’t know what to say.
What is there to say when dreams are dashed, spirits crushed? When “health and safety” trumps the first amendment?
What do we tell our children when we want them to persevere? To continue to stand up for their beliefs when the power and might of Justice, all 250 pounds of it, pulls you by the back of your jacket and throws you onto the street? When you haven’t eaten in 24 hours? When you’re scared? When you’ve seen your mom and dad cry in court?
When saying, “be strong” seems weak and “be proud” unattainable?
There is a photo of Ina as she’s being arrested. She is kneeling on the street, next to a barricade, an officer by her, over her, his gun prominent. I’ve been told she looks sad, scared and deeply disappointed. That might be true, but I want to see defiance. After all, she was there in the first place. Standing up for others when they lacked the courage to speak out. And I hope she will stand again. Stand she must. For it is not quiet, this right of people to peaceably assemble. It is not convenient, courteous or respectful. It is a demand. A call. A push and shove. A struggle.
Stand, we must. Together. We are the 99%




















